Volume 23, Chapter 6

Thought I would drop a line quick while I had a minute. Everything in life is still a little disoriented. The dinner party over the weekend went well. I had a blast. Everyone there was absolutely fabulous. The man trouble . . . Still trouble. I thought we had made some progress, only to realize that he was being very selfish again. Maybe he really doesn't care for me as I believe he does. Maybe he is not the right one. Maybe I am wasting my time, I guess there's no sure fire way to know. Either way, I am holding my own and my head up high, even if it kills me inside. I am a very confident girl, and I know what I do and do not deserve, I just happened to fall for someone. It happens. I would be lying to you and myself if I said that I had given up hope. I keep praying as I type this that he calls and has a new found sense of removing his head from his own ass, but I know the chances of that are slim. If anyone is reading this, just say a little prayer for me.