Volume 23, Chapter 5

Hello all. I yet again only have a second of time. I am at work today, but I have a dinner party this afternoon. I have been looking forward to it for some time now. My bestfriend will be in from the East Coast and the dinner party is in his honor with a lot of his friends that I haven't met. I am excited. I love meeting new people. They tend to bring new adventures to your life, and lead you down unexpected paths. Nothing else is really new in my life, I have just been busy lately. I apologize for not having the time to post anything. I am not really sure if anyone even reads these things, but I like writting them anyway, they kinda' relax me. I think it has something to do with sorting my thoughts out and clearing my head. Anyway, the man I love is still a mess. To be honest, I don't know how to explain that situation. I can't go through life taken when I am really not, and slowly, I think my emotions toward him are beginning to change. I know I love him, but I may have to let him go. :-(